Miscarriage of a Dream
Posted in: Get Naked
What do you do when everything around you appears to die all at once? What do you say when the only thing that will come out of your mouth is an inaudible scream begging God to change His mind or ask how could you do this to me? How do you share something that you barley even remember because you have locked it away so deep into forgetfulness and threw away the key?
On Dec. 25th I was given the best present any man (married man) can ask for, a child/children!
Three days later it was all over, nothing, gone, poof, no chance to say goodbye, get sick of her cry, a chance to tell a little white lie… GONE!
I must be honest, I am just now getting to where i am able to cry and really cry.
Fear, guilt, self doubt and depression was driving my wife and I apart until we cried together, until we began to heal together, until we decided to believe and love God together again.
We are trying again, asking and believing God for twin!!! Zoe and Zion!
Any dreams seem to miscarry in your life? What are you doing about it now?
